It’s been a while since you left me alone and it’s been a while since I was in your home.
I had nobody to talk to or turn to but I didn’t want to because it wouldn’t have been with you .I had no-one to hold on to or hold under my wide wings and nourish as a wife so I began to perish.
All because I suffered for, fell for and fell in love with you.
The first time you put me in your arms it was like I was covered in charms. I could not move from you my sweet boo then I had tunnel vision for you
So when you left I wasn’t able to bloom for I was consumed by gloom; I became deft
because the only human being or thing I actually wanted to hear was you sing.
I needed your voice but I had no choice to be in silence it was a sentence, a prison sentence but I did time for no crime.
These sentences I utter from the gutter of depression can barely give you an impression of how sad, bad and mad I was.
I wished I was kissing and hugging you and hogging you like a greedy child holding dearly unto sweets boy I was so needy cause you’re so sweet.
I needed you but you just gripped my heart then you violently ripped it apart when you parted ways with me!
I confess I messed up, but you were not the one I wanted to use,confuse or abuse it’s just that I was an electric circuit wrongly wired up and greatly fired up so my fuse blew because I had too many soul issues;I became blue crying for you.
By the time you received the presents I wanted to give you they had been damaged by a demonic presence. Then the essence of a demon intoxicated me; it suffocated me and left me helpless to help you. Sorry it is hard to hear but it is the truth my dear.
Stories were fabricated about me that pulled the fabric from under my feet and yours too cause you thought your boo did not love you.
All the drama presented before you a picture in which I tried to deplete you of joy but all I wanted was to complete you and gift you with love and peace and the best piece of me
then I’d have used the rest of me as a recipe for your gladness but my efforts only caused you sadness so they were a recipe for disaster
but I wanted to give you laughter and see you smiling and the sun shining on you.
I believe in second chances so take a chance on me and I won’t let you down beloved I promise;I seal it with a kiss.
My goodness your lips are so darn fine, divine; a gift from Jesus, a gift for just us.
Feel my body, feel my honesty,feel my mentality with this next kiss on your lips, Ernest.
I’m earnest about my passion for you; I am filled with compassion for you.
I am one with you for you are mine.
I savor,adore you and adorn you.
By the way Yahweh did not let me forget your affection; your attention;did I mention your mission I submitted to?
Therefore, the one I adore when you left I was lost without a clue, I was lost without my boo.
I was like a submarine with you; I was under water; you refreshed me under your spiritual mission for it was you who washed me with the Word but suddenly you stopped then I dropped.
You left and I had no vision or (sub) mission.
Spiritually, I was blind so Jesus healed me and freed me from loneliness but I stopped feeling like an empress cause my emperor disappeared and peered at other women.
They were loose women with a screw loose in their brain they were not sane because they touched your mane.
Lion king, my everything, my sweetheart my male part, were you sick? Were you tricked?
Because your thot thoughts were inane if not( dare I say it) insane.
How could you let the lowly touch someone so almighty?
They touched God in a bad way and you too.
The Way was hurt and you were harmed.
Nevertheless, I was jealous for you and you had less than a wife in your life but somehow, some way, somewhere you had glee but from other women and I was crying, no dying but our souls were tying us together.
The part of me that was born forever when we married, tarried.
It felt like hell fire; never ever tire me again by leaving your poorly but comely wife stay and let it rain.
Soothe me and move me with your kingly earnest sweet words all over again please Ern’ take away the pain.
In spite of my past sin and your actions that should go in a bin, baby I am truly in love with you I have love for you I lust you too baby boo.
I’m back and I’m better; my heart is bigger and there’s nobody better than me for you; I took the time to become fluent in your love language so I can finally express to you how I really feel about you.
I’m down for you and I’m up for a life with you.
I understand your worries but baby believe me when I say that I have grown up and owned up to my sins and I want to right my wrongs because I know that with me is where you belong.
I made you strong babe all along.
For you, I can surely feed and sow and then grow like a seed.
I am the queen you, king need.
Your soul will prosper your heart will offer praises to God because I am now very strong like a rod therefore, I can hold you up and when needed hold you down.
I am a proverbs 31 woman so with verbs I will do all sorts for you: an assortment of acts of companionship and make you a champion because of the friendship that I will give you and I can gift you with fellowship at your darkest hour.
Babe I can empower you like an empress; let me impress you.
I will give you power from the Holy Spirit in me sweetie so you will never have to forfeit to the devil who lived and lied but will not stop your destiny because of ME!
Think of me as your helper and hamper; I am full of goodness,good deeds and goodies.
It would be a shame if you ignored the flame that’s rekindling in your heart because if you did such a cold thing you would turn into a extinct volcano unable to ever allow love to flow out of you.
Sweetheart you’re the best all you have to do is say yes.
Why do you look puzzled? Do you want to complete your puzzle by putting me in it or not?
*There’s a hidden message if you look at the pictures you will see they were separated but had to come together and one attracted the other even when they let go of the magnet; i.e. he stopped being attracted. Remember no matter what separated magnets always get back together.